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Traumas and Demons
Behind the chronic lack of consciousness there are often traumatic experiences and emotions trapped in the body that we have not integrated. It happens that we carry memories of traumas experienced in various incarnations by us or by our ancestors, which are stored in our cells. At the time of experiencing a trauma, a person often attracts to himself invisible astral parasites, the so-called demons that latch on to him and feed on his energy. Holes are formed in his aura; they are ‘portals’, and each time he experiences something unpleasant that his consciousness or subconsciousness associates with this trauma, he is automatically transported to the point where it took place and is connected with this pain.
The energy of his reaction feeds the parasites attached to him and the ‘record in the body’ increases. Therefore, it is very important to be in touch with yourself, with your emotions, and to recognize your demons. The latter can be worked with the Buddhist method developed by Tsultrim Allione. This method is called ‘Feeding your Demons’, and is not about destroying toxic energies, but about transforming them.
When we come into contact with ourselves, when we entrust ourselves to the inner Light, it will always lead us, sooner or later, to the healing of all aspects of our being. Light speaks to us through ethereal intuition, and the more we listen to ourselves, the more sharpened this tool becomes.
One student of the modern mystery school spoke about the spontaneous healing process of a deep trauma that had been imprinted in his body since he was born and that left its mark on his entire life. His previous incarnation ended when he was strangled at his own request after the person he loved had been brutally tortured and murdered in front of him. The healing process began spontaneously in his mature age. One day, when he was sitting in an armchair, dramatic images of that event began to appear before his eyes, thanks to which he could expel the emotions trapped in his body.
This process was repeated several times, accompanied by the recognition and release of energetic parasites present in the system. This student is convinced that behind his healing lie the forces of the Brotherhood of Light, caring for the spiritual community to which he belongs. The most interesting, however, is the vision he had during one of these spontaneous sessions. One of the images he suddenly saw with his inner sight was the symbol of an umbrella. The umbrella, as is known, consists of interconnected triangular parts. This student intuitively recognized that these triangular parts represented many aspects of one being: one triangle represented him who experienced the trauma, the other was the person closest to him who was tortured, the third was the torturer. He couldn’t decipher the meaning of the other triangles, but this was not necessary. The most important message from this vision was that everything we experience, everything we come into contact with, is part of one ‘me’.
This message cannot be grasped by our normal state of consciousness. The head cannot understand it, but the heart can. This world can only be healed when all the ‘evil’ we come into contact with, about which we hear, we treat as part of ourselves. Although we know that as these personalities, as these souls, we would here never be able to do certain deeds, to deliberately hurt and harm others, we will never heal the ‘bad’ by projecting it outward, but by dissolving it with love as something that we consider ‘ours’. This does not mean identifying ourselves with the darkness, on the contrary – this awareness comes from an inner silence in which we do not identify ourselves with any form; in which we are both everything and nothing. It also doesn’t mean that we have to stay in toxic relationships for years. It is about ceasing to condemn, blame, criticize, judge, mock, stigmatize, because all these activities are ‘branches’ of the tree of good and evil. They do not belong to unity, to Life.
The only way to get out of the Matrix, of dual perceptions of reality, is to look at any experience from the higher level and see it as a choice made either by us or by another human being in order to develop. This is not amorality, but its opposite. It is the highest realization of the ‘ahimsa’ attitude of non-harming, Christ loving the enemy. The way to transcend the egocentric view at the moment of experiencing even the greatest pain is gratitude to our inner God that comes from trusting that we are just experiencing something that allows us to make progress on the path. This does not preclude an assertive reaction to the outside, nor the setting of boundaries. It is about an internal reaction, the lack of self-pity or identification with the experienced suffering. Gratitude helps to see in each person and event, a divine messenger bringing us the possibility of growth.
‘A Course in Miracles’ states that every time we feel bad in our soul, when we feel miserable, it is the result of a judgment we have sent out towards some person in the past. Coming into oneself from this point of view and changing the way of looking into one that appreciates everything and everyone as part of themselves is a process of returning to the matrix of unity.
Two Magnetic Fields – Group Unity
The philosophy of the Golden Rosycross teaches that there are two extremely different fields of force in the cosmos: the electromagnetic force field of fallen nature and the electromagnetic force field of the Brotherhood of Life. The pure fractal force field of the Brotherhood of Life penetrates the electromagnetic field of earthly nature, but not the other way round. Everything in our world is affected by both of these fields.
Man absorbs the electromagnetic forces of the non-divine matrix through the magnetite crystals present in his brain. They are a sort of ‘receiving antenna’ with which very weak electrical impulses and electrical fields can be received. With these crystals, a magnetic field is created through which the human brain is influenced, controlled and maintained in its naturally born state. The force field of the earth is extremely polluted; our bodies respond to this pollution with disease, decay and death.
The electromagnetic radiation of the Brotherhood of Life does not touch a person in the head, but in the heart. From this point of view, the original atom in the heart is the antenna for receiving this radiation. A man who is sensitive to the forces of the Brotherhood feels anxiety and has a feeling that he is a foreigner in this world. He begins to look for a way out. The stronger his longing, the purer the forces he draws to himself, which rebuild the luminous garment of his divine soul.
Knowledge of the existence of two magnetic fields is extremely important for any seeker. Members of all the mystery schools of all time have always worked together to create an internal fractal electromagnetic field called the Living Body, through which they were connected to the forces of Divine Nature and the Heavenly Brotherhood. The power of the unified infrared radiation of many pure, home-yearning hearts, attracts enormous amounts of the divine liberating Light. The electromagnetic field of such a school contains the entire inner knowledge of each of its members, which becomes the property of all those who can attune to it. Needless to say, such an electromagnetic field is an enormous spiritual treasure.
Throughout history, successive Gnostic brotherhoods have joined in a chain, sharing all the Light they have developed. The Manichaean brotherhood made their field available to the Cathar brotherhood, and the Cathars gave their spiritual treasure to the 17th-century Rosicrucians. These, in turn, poured out their energies on the members of the School of the Golden Rosycross, who continue to work intensively for the benefit of all mankind.
The lowest level of vibration of the astral field of the modern mystery school is 800 terahertz. The energy vibrations of this field are intentionally lowered by members of the Brotherhood of Light so that they can be absorbed by the followers of the Golden Rosycross without harming their health. As these followers increase their vibrations, they become capable of attracting more and more Light.
Contemporary Russian scientists argue that, if people endowed with the fullness of their individuality regained group consciousness, they would have the divine power to create, change and shape things on earth, and that mankind is collectively moving towards a new kind of group consciousness. The spiritual communities that exist today, knowing about two magnetic fields, give their members a chance for a quantum leap in consciousness and to achieve a higher level in their evolutionary development.
The essence of spiritual development is the achievement of unity, towards which Love is the way. Just as the lemur jumps from one tree to another, the seeking person who wants to move from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil to the Tree of Life, must confidently jump and be prepared to lose some ‘safe’ ground. This safe and known ground for us is the software of our mind. At some point, a person realizes that he must go beyond his thinking, because his mind only offers him old, well-worn patterns – mental ruts in which all previous generations have become stuck.
As we enter the heart and feel grateful, loving bliss, we connect immediately with the fractal divine matrix. Connected to it, we begin to feel that this material world is real and unreal at the same time. We begin to realize that the entire manifested world is woven only of thoughts. Until then, thoughts control man, subordinate him and steer him. To free ourselves from this influence, we need to rise to a level higher than thought, which is the level of silence. Wisdom is born from it, which we can receive when, at the final stage of the process of transfiguration, called the Alchemical Wedding, our heart reconnects with the head, and the personality and the new soul with the Spirit.
Adam and the 144,000 Elect
We find this unity of spirit, soul and body in the Kabbalistic name of the first man, Adam (Hebrew A.D.M.). This name is a representation of original humanity from before the fall. The numerical value of the three letters that make up this name is, respectively: 1, 4 and 40, and we can find in them the number 144, famous from the Revelation of John (Rev. 7 and 14). These three letters express the aforementioned unity of the 3 human aspects, and the sum of the numerical values assigned to them is 9.
They have ‘the Lamb’s Fathers name written on their foreheads; they sing a new song before the throne, the elders and the four beasts; a song that no one else could learn but those which were redeemed from the earth. ‘And these are they which were not defiled with women, because they are virgins, and in their mouths was found no guile, for they are without fault before the throne of God.’
144 is the 12th number in the Fibonacci sequence that makes up the golden spiral. It’s also the number 12 squared. So we see in it the symbol of the fully perfected man, expressed in the number 12, who resonates with the twelve-fold matrix of revelation. This man has purified his material aspect, the symbol of which are the four animals, representing the elements of the four bodies of the human personality. He did this by ‘singing a new song’, that is, connecting with the vibrations of the divine matrix. He became a virgin, that is, a being cleansed of all impurities flowing from the mesalliance with the ‘woman’, that is, the matrix of the old nature. He is the embodiment of the pure Truth of God, because he has freed himself from the influence of a false self-image.
The number 9 is the number of the Lamb, which is a symbol of innocence, chastity, gentleness and sacrifice – the sacrifice of an egocentric self to connect with the Oneness. It also symbolizes the Savior, understood as an aspect of our inner being and not some external teacher. The element of the zodiac Aries is fire. It is a sign whose quality is related to initiating changes, new processes and all events. The Lamb represents the spark of divine fire hidden in our hearts. It also has to do with the ancient Era of Aries. A characteristic feature of the ram is its spiral horns and hair that grows on the body. In the number 9, we see the spiral shape, the golden spiral, which is the foundation of the Christ matrix of life. The patron of Aries is Mars – a symbol of will, action and strength. So here we see a man who has been freed by cleansing his will and submitting it to the Holy Spirit.
The number 9 is amazing because when we add another digit to it and subtract the sum to numerological reduction, we get that digit back, for example: 9+5=14, 1+4=5. Here we see the mathematical image of ‘magnifying and diminishing mirrors’. We see an image of a fractal, a particle that changes its dimensions but always maintains a certain scale. The human soul must become such a mirror in order to reflect the light of the Spiritual Sun like the Moon. Each number multiplied by 9, after numerical reduction of the digits included in the product, gives the number 9, e.g., 9×5=45, 4+5=9. Can we see how space is shaped by sound waves which always take the shape of a golden spiral?
We need to cleanse ourselves of the hexagonal non-fractional matrix ‘666’, in which the spirit, soul and body are subordinated to the desires associated with the world of matter (the cube is the representation of the latter). 666 is the number of the Beast – a divine, parasitic matrix, the sign of which we need to erase from our forehead in order to vibrate again with the holy image of God – A.D.M.
And, finally, some inspirational quotes:
‘If any man worship the beast and his image, and receives his mark in his forehead, or in his hand, the same shall drink of the wine of the wrath of God, which is poured out without mixture into the cup of his indignation; and he shall be tormented with fire and brimstone in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb. And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever, and they have no rest day nor night, who worship the beast and his image, and whosoever receiveth the mark of his name.’ (Rev 14: 9- 11)
‘A spirit is manifest in the laws of the Universe – a spirit vastly superior to that of man, and one in the face of which we with our modest powers must feel humble. In this way the pursuit of science leads to a religious feeling of a special sort.’ (A. Einstein)
‘If we could dredge up something forgotten not only by ourselves but by our whole generation or our entire civilization, we should become indeed the boonbringer, the cultural hero of the day – a personage of not only local but world historical moment. In a word: the first work of the hero is to retreat from the world scene of secondary effects to those causal zones of the psyche where the difficulties really reside, and there to clarify the difficulties, eradicate them in his own case (i.e., give battle to the nursery demons of his local culture) and break through to the undistorted, direct experience and assimilation of what C. G. Jung called “the archetypal images”. This is the process known to Hindu and Buddhist philosophy as viveka, “discrimination”.’ (Joseph Campbell – The Hero with a Thousand Faces)
‘Light and darkness, life and death, right and left – are brothers of one another; they are inseparable (in earthly people). Because of this, among them – the good are not good, the bad are not bad, and their life is not life, and their death is not death. So, one should begin with separating all these in oneself. Those who have detached themselves from the earthly become whole, eternal.’ (The Gospel of Philip)
‘There is an important idea in Nietzsche, of Amor fati, the “love of your fate,” which is in fact your life. As he says, if you say no to a single factor in your life, you have unraveled the whole thing. Furthermore, the more challenging or threatening the situation or context to be assimilated and affirmed, the greater the stature of the person who can achieve it. The demon you can swallow gives you its power, and the greater life’s pain, the greater life’s reply.’ (Joseph Campbell “The power of myth”)
‘They said to him, Shall we then, as children, enter the kingdom? Jesus said to them: When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and a likeness in place of a likeness, then will you enter the kingdom.’ (The Gospel of Thomas)