C\u00e2nd m-am c\u0103utat, nu am g\u0103sit pe nimeni:<\/p>\n
Eu (nu) m\u0103 cuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103utat<\/p>\n
s\u0103 aflu ceea ce sunt,<\/p>\n
am g\u0103sit<\/p>\n
ceea ce nu sunt.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103utat<\/p>\n
ceea ce al\u021bii cred c\u0103 sunt<\/p>\n
\u0219i am g\u0103sit<\/p>\n
ceea ce nu am fost niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103utat<\/p>\n
ceea ce a\u0219 dori s\u0103 fiu<\/p>\n
\u0219i am g\u0103sit<\/p>\n
ceea ce nu voi fi niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am spus \u201enu sunt\u201d de multe ori,<\/p>\n
\u0218i de fiecare dat\u0103 am desprins o parte din mine. <\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
S-a format un munte de moloz<\/p>\n
\u0219i, pe de alt\u0103 parte, un abis ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M-am uitat deseori la acest vid imperfect,<\/p>\n
Cu uimire, \u00eengrijorare \u0219i chiar am\u0103r\u0103ciune.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 ar exista vreo esen\u021b\u0103 real\u0103 a mea,<\/p>\n
Dincolo de superficial, condi\u021bionat, ori trivial. <\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Dar mi-am dat seama<\/p>\n
– intr-o zi –<\/p>\n
C\u0103, \u00een c\u0103utarea <\/p>\n
Esen\u021bei<\/p>\n
am g\u0103sit<\/p>\n
(Non) Esen\u021ba: Perfect\u0103 \u00een (non)defini\u021bia sa, (a)morf\u0103 \u00een perfec\u021biunea sa.<\/p>\n
Am \u00een\u021beles acest spa\u021biu \u00eentunecat, t\u0103cut \u0219i gol,<\/p>\n
\u0218i l-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at f\u0103r\u0103 team\u0103 sau emo\u021bii.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00cen \u00eentunericul s\u0103u profund voi putea – \u00eentr-o zi –<\/p>\n
s\u0103 v\u0103d sclipirea Luminii Nemuritoare.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0218i, \u00een absen\u021ba absolut\u0103 a sunetului,<\/p>\n
voi putea auzi<\/p>\n
– intr-o zi –<\/p>\n
Vocea t\u0103cerii.<\/p>\n
\u00cen acel moment, magnific \u0219i frumos,<\/p>\n
\u00cemi voi cunoa\u0219te Adev\u0103rata esen\u021b\u0103;<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103, separat de \u00centreg,<\/p>\n
Nu am fost niciodat\u0103, nu sunt \u0219i nu voi fi niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":10898,"template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"tags":[],"category_":[110109],"tags_english_":[],"class_list":["post-91118","logon_article","type-logon_article","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category_-spiritsoul-ro"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article\/91118","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/logon_article"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10898"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=91118"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=91118"},{"taxonomy":"category_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/category_?post=91118"},{"taxonomy":"tags_english_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags_english_?post=91118"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}