De multe ori m-am sim\u021bit singur, abandonat, ca \u0219i cum a\u0219 fi pierdut ceva,<\/p>\n
dar nu \u0219tiam ce \u00eensemna aceasta.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 consuma un sentiment tulbur\u0103tor al dorului de cas\u0103<\/p>\n
iar inima mea se sim\u021bea de parc\u0103 ar fi fost frecat\u0103 cu \u0219mirghel.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00cen ciuda oric\u0103rei \u00eencerc\u0103ri, pur \u0219i simplu nu m\u0103 puteam elibera de durerea pe care o sim\u021beam.<\/p>\n
Frica \u0219i-a f\u0103cut sim\u021bit\u0103 prezen\u021ba; teama de un gol necunoscut, un fel de h\u0103u \u00eentunecat al pierderii.<\/p>\n
Disperarea a pus st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe mine \u0219i m-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t din ce \u00een ce mai ad\u00e2nc \u00een pr\u0103pastie.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am fost incapabil s\u0103 rezist v\u00e2rtejului.<\/p>\n
Astfel a venit momentul \u00een care rezisten\u021ba mea s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it.<\/p>\n
Am c\u0103zut. O furtun\u0103 a izbucnit \u00een mine, ca o explozie.<\/p>\n
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Nimic nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentreg, totul era sf\u00e2\u0219iat.<\/p>\n
Fragmente de evenimente din via\u021ba mea au zburat \u00een jurul meu.<\/p>\n
Am stat acolo f\u0103r\u0103 ap\u0103rare, aproape neimplicat.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
C\u00e2t timp a durat nu \u0219tiu.<\/p>\n
Timpul p\u0103rea s\u0103 se destrame.<\/p>\n
\u0218i atunci un sentiment de calm s-a manifestat \u2013<\/p>\n
\u0218i mi-am dat seama c\u0103 totul \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103sise locul potrivit.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Am putut s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg de ce via\u021ba mea a fost at\u00e2t de confuz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-am dat seama ce \u00eemi lipsea<\/p>\n
\u0219i ceea ce fusese prezent \u00een copil\u0103ria mea.<\/p>\n
Inima mea a strigat de bucurie.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Calitatea pierdut\u0103 era prezent\u0103 din nou: era motivul existen\u021bei mele,<\/p>\n
motivul primordial.<\/p>\n
Era un miracol.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
O energie spiritual\u0103 interioar\u0103 \u00eenlocuise pr\u0103pastia.<\/p>\n
Singur\u0103tatea \u0219i frica disp\u0103ruser\u0103.<\/p>\n
Ca \u0219i cum nu ar fi existat niciodat\u0103. Era \u00eenceputul a ceva nou.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Mi-am redescoperit busola interioar\u0103, \u0219i,<\/p>\n
\u00een acela\u0219i timp, curajul \u0219i \u00eencrederea.<\/p>\n
Pot continua pe calea mea,<\/p>\n
ce m\u0103 conduce la locul dorin\u021bei mele interioare.<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Busola indic\u0103 drumul \u00eentr-acolo, la cel de nep\u0103truns care sunt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":920,"featured_media":6846,"template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"tags":[],"category_":[110109],"tags_english_":[],"class_list":["post-89883","logon_article","type-logon_article","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category_-spiritsoul-ro"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article\/89883","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/logon_article"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/920"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/6846"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=89883"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=89883"},{"taxonomy":"category_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/category_?post=89883"},{"taxonomy":"tags_english_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags_english_?post=89883"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}