{"id":121542,"date":"2025-10-07T16:06:13","date_gmt":"2025-10-07T16:06:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/logon.media\/?post_type=logon_article&p=121542"},"modified":"2025-10-07T16:06:13","modified_gmt":"2025-10-07T16:06:13","slug":"si-pentru-totdeauna-calatoresc-prin-tari-straine","status":"publish","type":"logon_article","link":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/logon_article\/si-pentru-totdeauna-calatoresc-prin-tari-straine\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0218i pentru totdeauna c\u0103l\u0103toresc prin \u021b\u0103ri str\u0103ine"},"content":{"rendered":"

Sinele meu, cel care sunt cu adev\u0103rat, este deplin \u0219i \u00eemplinit pentru c\u0103 este; <\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span>totul altceva trece, este o venire \u0219i o plecare … <\/i><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/em><\/i>Dar unde se afl\u0103 acest sine evaziv?<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/em>[1]<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

Nu b\u0103nuiam nimic c\u00e2nd am \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 p\u0103\u0219esc pe acest p\u0103m\u00e2nt. Nu era de prev\u0103zut c\u0103 aceast\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103torie va deveni o poveste f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u0219it. C\u0103l\u0103toria \u00eentr-o<\/em> \u0219i dintr-o<\/em> \u021bar\u0103 str\u0103in\u0103 este mai obositoare \u0219i mai dificil\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00eentreaga mea via\u021b\u0103 de p\u00e2n\u0103 acum. Fiecare c\u0103l\u0103tor care a trecut vreodat\u0103 prin controlul vamal dore\u0219te s\u0103 lase \u00een urm\u0103 c\u00e2t mai repede aceast\u0103 procedur\u0103 consumatoare de timp \u0219i enervant\u0103. Dar nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u0219i nici nu regret decizia mea de a fi \u00eenceput aceast\u0103 poveste plictisitoare. \u00cen final, a meritat; \u0219ederile mele devin din ce \u00een ce mai lungi, iar \u021bara str\u0103in\u0103 se transform\u0103 treptat \u00eentr-un teritoriu familiar. Mi se permite s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n aici deoarece con\u0219tiin\u021ba unora s-a familiarizat cu mine.<\/span><\/p>\n

Am \u00eentreprins aceast\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103torie \u00een mod voluntar, f\u0103r\u0103 inten\u021bie, f\u0103r\u0103 cuno\u0219tin\u021be prealabile, f\u0103r\u0103 idei. Nu puteam avea cuno\u0219tin\u021be prealabile despre obiceiurile generale \u0219i alte lucruri, deoarece nimic din toate acestea nu exist\u0103 acolo de unde vin eu. Ce nu a trebuit s\u0103 \u00eendur \u00eenainte de a putea avea \u00eencredere \u00een aceast\u0103 \u021bar\u0103 str\u0103in\u0103, autonom\u0103! Hot\u0103r\u00e2rea mea de a face totul a luat na\u0219tere din dragostea pentru oamenii care caut\u0103 cu disperare \u00eemplinirea. Sunt fiin\u021be pline de lipsuri, goluri dureroase \u0219i vid interior, care t\u00e2njesc dup\u0103 \u00eemplinire, dar nu pot fi niciodat\u0103 \u00eemplinite, pentru c\u0103, de \u00eendat\u0103 ce un gol este umplut, apare altul.[2]<\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n

Ace\u0219ti oameni sunt prin\u0219i \u00een grani\u021bele \u021b\u0103rii lor, pe care o consider\u0103 \u00een mod eronat ca fiind casa lor. Numai eu \u0219tiu unde se afl\u0103 adev\u0103rata lor cas\u0103 \u0219i unde \u00ee\u0219i g\u0103sesc \u00eemplinirea. Le trimit \u00een mod constant mesajul meu \u0219i sunt gata s\u0103 \u00eei \u00eenso\u021besc pe drumul spre cas\u0103. Nici m\u0103car nu trebuie s\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103toreasc\u0103 sau s\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103seasc\u0103 locul de re\u0219edin\u021b\u0103.<\/span><\/p>\n

De \u00eendat\u0103 ce cineva \u00eemi aude chemarea, m\u0103 gr\u0103besc s\u0103-l \u00eent\u00e2lnesc, s\u0103-l iau \u00een serios. El se deschide \u00een fa\u021ba mea, m\u0103 las\u0103 s\u0103 intru. Dar, \u00een scurt timp, m\u0103 vede ca pe un str\u0103in \u0219i m\u0103 alung\u0103 din nou. De c\u00e2te ori am r\u0103t\u0103cit \u0219i m-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 cineva din aceast\u0103 \u021bar\u0103 m\u0103 va iubi vreodat\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat. M\u0103 str\u0103duiesc \u00eentotdeauna s\u0103 intru \u00een casele str\u0103inilor \u00een mod corespunz\u0103tor, pentru a nu \u0219oca pe nimeni. De aceea sunt tolerat la \u00eenceput. Dar dintr-o clip\u0103 \u00een alta, sunt brusc dat afar\u0103 din nou. Ceva nu este \u00een regul\u0103, \u00eemi spun. \u0218i de\u0219i m\u0103 cost\u0103 mult\u0103 energie, \u00eencep din nou cu r\u0103bdare \u0219i caut u\u0219i deschise. Vreau s\u0103 aduc plin\u0103tatea vie\u021bii. \u0218tiu c\u00e2t de mult \u00ee\u0219i doresc oamenii s\u0103 fie umplu\u021bi de via\u021b\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103. Dar nu pot r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu ei dac\u0103 nu-mi dau hran\u0103 \u0219i aten\u021bie deplin\u0103, fiind preocupa\u021bi doar de ei \u00een\u0219i\u0219i.<\/span><\/p>\n

La \u00eenceput am fost surprins c\u0103 plin\u0103tatea vie\u021bii mele nu este u\u0219or accesibil\u0103 oamenilor. Apoi mi-am dat seama c\u0103 ei sunt f\u0103cu\u021bi dintr-o materie care \u00eei face orbi \u0219i slabi. Acum \u0219tiu de ce nu m\u0103 pot vedea sau auzi, nici \u00een\u021belege sau urma. Ei se identific\u0103 cu corpurile, sentimentele \u0219i g\u00e2ndurile lor, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 realizeze c\u00e2t de mult acestea sunt \u00eentr-un flux constant \u0219i \u00een schimbare. Sunt sclavii impresiilor lor senzoriale. Atunci am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 fac remarcat. Ce n-am f\u0103cut pentru a concentra aten\u021bia oamenilor asupra lucrurilor esen\u021biale! Am creat culori, imagini \u0219i limbaje, am creat fenomene naturale \u0219i am dat impulsuri operelor de art\u0103. Filozofia \u0219i literatura au venit pe lume prin mine \u2013 totul pentru a acoperi pr\u0103pastia dintre cele dou\u0103 maluri, care sunt at\u00e2t de infinit de str\u0103ine unul de cel\u0103lalt.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ca un pilot care \u0219tie s\u0103 conduc\u0103 navele pe rute sigure, eu \u00eenso\u021besc oamenii \u00een traversarea c\u0103tre cel\u0103lalt mal. Mul\u021bi se \u00eempotmolesc \u00een obstacole, \u00een vocile descurajatoare ale tor\u021bionarilor sau \u00een chem\u0103rile dulci ale seduc\u0103torilor. Un \u00eentreg cor de voci se ridic\u0103 \u00een min\u021bile celor care vor s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la lini\u0219tea celuilalt mal. Una sun\u0103 mai semnificativ\u0103 \u0219i mai seduc\u0103toare dec\u00e2t cealalt\u0103. Deosebit de irezistibile sunt vocile sublime, binevoitoare, extrem de pa\u0219nice. \u0218i apoi sunt cele care creeaz\u0103 valoare \u0219i promit succesul. Sun\u0103 at\u00e2t de pl\u0103cut, se topesc at\u00e2t de minunat pe limb\u0103, \u00eenc\u00e2t nu vrei s\u0103 \u00eencetezi s\u0103 le ascul\u021bi \u0219i s\u0103 te implici \u00een ele.<\/span><\/p>\n

De fiecare dat\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 dau dovad\u0103 de r\u0103bdare. Numai voluntarii pot c\u0103l\u0103tori cu mine, numai oamenii care au parcurs deja toate celelalte c\u0103i.<\/span><\/p>\n

Probabil c\u0103 acum te \u00eentrebi cine sunt eu, aceast\u0103 fiin\u021b\u0103 ciudat\u0103 care \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 te ajute. Uneori m\u0103 po\u021bi observa c\u00e2nd sim\u021bi luminozitate \u0219i c\u0103ldur\u0103 \u00een centrul corpului t\u0103u, \u00een zona inimii. Eu sunt lumina mic\u0103 care este mereu l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine. U\u0219a unde a\u0219tept ca s\u0103 se deschid\u0103 se afl\u0103 \u00een inima ta. M\u0103 po\u021bi percepe c\u00e2nd te lini\u0219te\u0219ti \u0219i te \u00eendep\u0103rtezi de g\u00e2ndurile care te agit\u0103 \u00een minte. <\/span><\/p>\n

M\u0103 vei \u00eent\u00e2lni c\u00e2nd con\u0219tiin\u021ba ta va recunoa\u0219te \u0219i va dep\u0103\u0219i obstacolele. \u021aara str\u0103in\u0103 din care provin \u00ee\u021bi va deveni brusc familiar\u0103. Te va umple de o lini\u0219te \u0219i o vibra\u021bie pe care nu le-ai cunoscut p\u00e2n\u0103 acum. Te vei cufunda \u00een pacea pe care ai sim\u021bit-o \u00een momente speciale. Pentru c\u0103, nu-i a\u0219a, m\u0103 urmezi deja de mult timp?<\/span><\/p>\n

Am s\u0103pat ad\u00e2nc \u0219i \u00eendelung<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00cen mijlocul unui co\u0219mar de murd\u0103rie \u0219i noroi [\u2026]<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

O voce strig\u0103: \u201eMergi acolo unde nimeni nu a mai fost!<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

Sap\u0103 mai ad\u00e2nc, \u0219i mai ad\u00e2nc<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd vei ajunge la piatra de temelie sumbr\u0103<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

\u0218i vei bate la poarta f\u0103r\u0103 cheie.\u201d<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

Sri Aurobindo, Munca unui zeu, Poezii din trecut \u0219i prezent<\/i> (5.99)<\/p>\n

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[1]\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/a>Satprem,<\/span>\u00a0Calea Soarelui.<\/span><\/em>\u00a0<\/span>Cheia evolu\u021biei con\u0219tiente,<\/i><\/span> edi\u021bia a II-a, , Paris 2012, p. 35 ff.
\n<\/span>[2]\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/a>Satprem, op. cit.<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":927,"featured_media":113261,"template":"","meta":{"_acf_changed":false},"tags":[],"category_":[110109],"tags_english_":[],"class_list":["post-121542","logon_article","type-logon_article","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category_-spiritsoul-ro"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article\/121542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/logon_article"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/logon_article"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/927"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/113261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=121542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=121542"},{"taxonomy":"category_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/category_?post=121542"},{"taxonomy":"tags_english_","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/logon.media\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags_english_?post=121542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}