{"id":130227,"date":"2026-10-07T18:39:53","date_gmt":"2026-10-07T18:39:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/logon.media\/?post_type=logon_article&p=130227"},"modified":"2026-10-07T18:39:53","modified_gmt":"2026-10-07T18:39:53","slug":"na-pocatku-bylo-svetlo","status":"publish","type":"logon_article","link":"https:\/\/logon.media\/cs\/logon_article\/na-pocatku-bylo-svetlo\/","title":{"rendered":"Na po\u010d\u00e1tku bylo Sv\u011btlo"},"content":{"rendered":"

Proto\u017ee se odva\u017euje\u0161 n\u00e1sledovat s\u00e1m sebe, st\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 se v tomto sv\u011bt\u011b cizincem, ale te\u010f stoj\u00ed\u0161 u dve\u0159\u00ed k tajemstv\u00ed.<\/p>\n

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V\u00fdm\u011bna kola<\/b><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sed\u00edm na krajnici.
\n\u0158idi\u010d m\u011bn\u00ed kolo.
\nNerad vid\u00edm, odkud p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edm.
\nNerad vid\u00edm, kam jedu.
\nPro\u010d se na tu v\u00fdm\u011bnu kola d\u00edv\u00e1m
\ntak netrp\u011bliv\u011b?
\n<\/em>(Bertold Brecht)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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… Je to zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed, ale z\u0159ejm\u011b to tak mus\u00ed b\u00fdt. Na tomto sv\u011bt\u011b je mnoho zvl\u00e1\u0161tnost\u00ed, mnoho ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. Ne\u0161t\u011bst\u00ed \u2013 ne proto, \u017ee je v\u00e1lka, \u017ee um\u00edraj\u00ed bl\u00edzc\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1tel\u00e9, nebo \u017ee je hladomor a nedostatek v\u0161ech t\u011bch prost\u00fdch v\u011bc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 pot\u0159ebujeme k p\u0159e\u017eit\u00ed. Ne, je to bolest, kter\u00e1 hlod\u00e1 v hrudi, n\u011bkdy p\u00e1l\u00ed jako ohe\u0148, jako byste m\u011bli m\u00edsto srdce pr\u00e1zdnotu. A nezn\u00e1te p\u0159\u00ed\u010dinu. Ti chyt\u0159\u00ed lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed toho tolik ch\u00e1pou a na v\u0161echno maj\u00ed odpov\u011b\u010f, by ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00e9ho \u010dlov\u011bka nejrad\u011bji poslali k psychologovi \u010di psychiatrovi, aby jej n\u00e1sledn\u011b krmili pilulkami, kter\u00e9 slibuj\u00ed \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. Ty pilulky pak berete \u2013 zn\u00e1me je jako \u201eMal\u00e9 pomocn\u00edky matek\u201c (Mothers\u2019 Little Helpers)<\/i>, o kter\u00fdch u\u017e p\u0159ed desetilet\u00edmi zp\u00edvali Rolling Stones. Potom c\u00edt\u00edte tu bolest v srdci o n\u011bco m\u00e9n\u011b, m\u00e9n\u011b to p\u00e1l\u00ed v hrudi; ale nezmiz\u00ed to \u00fapln\u011b. C\u00edt\u00edte se jako v mlze, skrze kterou sly\u0161\u00edte lidsk\u00e9 hlasy \u2013 jsou \u0161\u0165astn\u00e9, vesel\u00e9, hraje hudba, zp\u00edvaj\u00ed pt\u00e1ci atd. \u2013 nebo, p\u0159esn\u011bji \u0159e\u010deno, je to jako jemn\u00fd kou\u0159, kter\u00fd sice nen\u00ed \u0161tiplav\u00fd, ale bere v\u00e1m vzduch, kter\u00fd d\u00fdch\u00e1te\u2026<\/p>\n

Po ka\u017edodenn\u00ed d\u00e1vce u\u017e v\u0161ak \u017eivot nen\u00ed tak snadno uchopiteln\u00fd: to, co na v\u00e1s dol\u00e9h\u00e1, ztr\u00e1c\u00ed ve\u0161kerou s\u00edlu a vy se najednou st\u00e1v\u00e1te cizincem sami sob\u011b. U\u017e po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nec\u00edt\u00edte sv\u00e9 t\u011blo, ruce a nohy, propad\u00e1te letargii. Mozek m\u00e1te jako zabalen\u00fd do vaty. Co j\u00edte, chutn\u00e1 mdle; a p\u0159esto toho mdl\u00e9ho chcete v\u00edc \u2013 \u2013 \u2013 a pak se najednou jedn\u00e9 noci probud\u00edte a tou\u017e\u00edte se vr\u00e1tit k tomu p\u00e1len\u00ed v srdci, k t\u00e9 pr\u00e1zdnot\u011b v hrudi. Tehdy m\u00e1te pocit, jako by v\u00e1s n\u011bkdo o tu bolest okradl, okradl v\u00e1s o tajemstv\u00ed, o kter\u00e9m v\u00e1m tato neuchopiteln\u00e1 bolest chce vypr\u00e1v\u011bt. \u2013 Ka\u017ed\u00fd zn\u00e1 ne\u0161\u0165astnou l\u00e1sku. Tato bolest je j\u00ed podobn\u00e1, nen\u00ed to smutek, ale drama \u2013 a p\u0159esto ve v\u00e1s propuk\u00e1 tato star\u00e1 touha, a nyn\u00ed je to touha po on\u00e9 p\u00e1liv\u00e9 bolesti, po tom ohni\u2026<\/div>\n
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V tu chv\u00edli spl\u00e1chnete ty chemick\u00e9 pilulky do nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00edho kan\u00e1lu na ulici, ty sk\u0159ety, kte\u0159\u00ed se v\u00e1m cht\u011bli vnutit a kte\u0159\u00ed v\u00e1m popletli v\u0161echen zrak i sluch. Nat\u00e1hnete ruce, zatnete p\u011bst k nebi, osvobozen\u011b se zasm\u011bjete a vyk\u0159iknete hlasit\u00fdm hlasem: \u201eBolesti, vra\u0165 se do m\u00e9 hrudi, nech m\u011b t\u011b c\u00edtit, u\u017e z tebe nem\u00e1m strach,\u201c<\/em> \u2026 a sk\u0159eti k\u0159i\u010d\u00ed pi\u0161tiv\u00fdmi hlasy: \u201eTo nezvl\u00e1dne\u0161, jsi p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 slab\u00fd, hlavu ti zaplav\u00ed strach\u201c<\/em>\u2026 Tito sta\u0159\u00ed tr\u00fdznitel\u00e9 d\u011blaj\u00ed v\u0161e pro to, aby v\u00e1s vt\u00e1hli zp\u011bt \u2013 vid\u00edte p\u0159ed sebou krabi\u010dku pilulek, sp\u00e1l\u00edte ji a popel spl\u00e1chnete do nejbli\u017e\u0161\u00edho kan\u00e1lu na ulici \u2026 a pak se stane n\u011bco ne\u010dekan\u00e9ho \u2013 uc\u00edt\u00edte to jako z\u00e1blesk \u2013 \u2013 stanete se znovu sami sebou, ryz\u00ed, jako kus surov\u00e9ho d\u0159eva \u2026 bolest na sebe samoz\u0159ejm\u011b nenech\u00e1 dlouho \u010dekat, d\u00e1v\u00e1 o sob\u011b v\u011bd\u011bt, ostatn\u011b, \u010dekali jste ji. A p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed jako \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed a m\u00e1 novou, nezn\u00e1mou kvalitu, m\u00e1 sladkou chu\u0165, je v n\u00ed jist\u00e1 radost, ne, nic povrchn\u00edho, je jin\u00e1, hlubok\u00e1 a p\u0159\u00e1telsk\u00e1, na tv\u00e1\u0159i se v\u00e1m objev\u00ed \u00fasm\u011bv. A proraz\u00ed my\u0161lenka: Tup\u00fd zvyk pod poklopem dusiv\u00e9ho strachu, to je \u017eivot mas. Nau\u010dil jsem se dost brzy, \u017ee tohle nem\u016f\u017ee b\u00fdt m\u016fj \u017eivot. Pro\u0161el jsem dlouhou cestu ciz\u00edmi zem\u011bmi, pou\u0161t\u011bmi, sn\u011bhem, nehostinn\u00fdmi m\u011bsty, n\u00e1sil\u00edm, vzpourou a vzdorem \u2013 to v\u0161echno m\u011blo b\u00fdt zbyte\u010dn\u00e9?<\/em> \u2013<\/div>\n
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T\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 v\u017edy s\u00e1m, bez touhy, ale ne ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, se v noci proch\u00e1z\u00edm ulicemi na\u0161eho m\u011bsta, parky, vid\u00edm reklamn\u00ed plak\u00e1ty, kter\u00e9 se sna\u017e\u00ed vzbudit z\u00e1vist a touhu b\u00fdt toho sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed, probudit obavy podle hesla: kdy\u017e to neud\u011bl\u00e1\u0161, pak\u2026<\/em> Nebo mluv\u00ed o r\u00e1ji: kdyby ses jen\u2026 a najednou v t\u011bch obrazech vid\u00ed\u0161 chamtivost a strach jako mraky, jako bezhles\u00e9 pravdy, kter\u00e9 z nich zn\u011bj\u00ed. A v duchu se pro sebe sm\u011bje\u0161. Strach ze strachu; ne, to u\u017e nen\u00ed moje hra \u2013 mo\u017en\u00e1 jsi ne\u0161\u0165astn\u00fd, ale svobodn\u00fd.<\/div>\n
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Jedn\u00e9 noci, bylo kolem p\u016flnoci, tepl\u00fd, vlah\u00fd letn\u00ed v\u00edtr odn\u011bkud p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed k tv\u00e9mu uchu vzd\u00e1lenou hudbu. Zastav\u00ed\u0161 se, zaposlouch\u00e1\u0161 se do n\u00ed, jasn\u011b sly\u0161\u00ed\u0161 klarinet, nebo je to saxofon? \u2026 V \u017eil\u00e1ch ti zn\u00ed star\u00e1 bolest, ale nyn\u00ed sm\u00ed\u0161en\u00e1 s hlubokou, \u0161\u0165astnou radost\u00ed. B\u00edl\u00e1 ko\u0161ile se ti dme ve v\u011btru, ano, zpr\u00e1vy t\u00e9to noci jsou b\u00edl\u00e9. Kdy\u017e chce\u0161 j\u00edt d\u00e1l, v\u0161imne\u0161 si, \u017ee na okraji cesty v parku stoj\u00ed cosi \u2013 trojbok\u00fd stojan, upout\u00e1vka na v\u00fdstavu s n\u00e1zvem: Zpr\u00e1vy z r\u00e1je nejsou fale\u0161n\u00e9.<\/i><\/div>\n
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Zpr\u00e1vy z r\u00e1je nejsou fale\u0161n\u00e9.<\/i> \u2013 A no\u010dn\u00ed poutn\u00edk, kter\u00fdm jsi, ztuhne. Je to jako \u00fader blesku, kter\u00fd projde celou tvou bytost\u00ed, tvou hrud\u00ed, smysly jako by cht\u011bly pominout, dech se na okam\u017eik zastav\u00ed. Tento z\u00e1blesk, co jin\u00e9ho by to mohlo b\u00fdt, osv\u011btluje prostor uvnit\u0159 tebe. Je tam jen sv\u011btlo a sv\u011btlo a nic ne\u017e sv\u011btlo, a\u017e na sam\u00fd okraj tv\u00e9ho zorn\u00e9ho pole, ale \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fd okraj neexistuje, je tu jen prostor\u2026 a noc je temn\u00e1. Zvuk n\u00e1stroj\u016f z d\u00e1lky, je to p\u0159ece jen saxofon, jasn\u00fd saxofon, \u0159ekne\u0161 si, zvuk z d\u00e1lky \u2013 zpr\u00e1vy z r\u00e1je\u2026<\/div>\n
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N\u00e1vrat z exilu \u2013 A nedok\u00e1zal jsem to sv\u011btlo ani ten zvuk udr\u017eet \u2013 \u2013 \u2013 ale tato noc m\u011b zavolala z ciziny zp\u011bt \u2013 k sob\u011b sam\u00e9mu. Ano, je to pravda, zpr\u00e1vy z r\u00e1je nejsou fale\u0161n\u00e9. Samoz\u0159ejm\u011b jsem si obr\u00e1zky na t\u00e9to v\u00fdstav\u011b prohl\u00e9dl. Kur\u00e1tor k nim p\u0159idal slovo v l\u00e1kav\u011b navr\u017een\u00e9m let\u00e1ku:<\/div>\n
Kreativita je zrcadlem intuice,<\/i>
\nharmonie formy to dokazuje.<\/i><\/div>\n
Zaj\u00edmav\u00e1, p\u0159ita\u017eliv\u00e1 d\u00edla, spousta zlata, spousta sv\u011btla vyv\u011braj\u00edc\u00edho z r\u016fzn\u00fdch mocn\u00fdch temnot. A texty, kter\u00e9 n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed um\u011blci p\u0159idali ke sv\u00fdm obraz\u016fm. Ud\u011blal jsem si p\u00e1r pozn\u00e1mek, m\u016f\u017ee\u0161 si je p\u0159e\u010d\u00edst, pokud m\u00e1\u0161 chu\u0165:<\/div>\n
Exil \u2013 Excoelis \u2013 z nebe<\/i>
\n(My\u0161lenka velk\u00e9ho \u201eKelta\u201c, Antoina Gadala)<\/i><\/div>\n
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Cesta byla dlouh\u00e1 a temn\u00e1,<\/i>
\nale pak mi vy\u0161lo vst\u0159\u00edc sv\u011btlo,<\/i>
\nkter\u00e9 \u0159eklo: N\u00e1sleduj m\u011b.<\/i>
\nA j\u00e1 \u0161el a uvid\u011bl jsem,<\/i>
\n\u017ee to sv\u011btlo bylo m\u00fdm nejvnit\u0159n\u011bj\u0161\u00edm byt\u00edm.<\/i><\/div>\n
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P\u0159\u00edteli, div\u00e1ku, nen\u00ed to \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e1 slep\u00e1 n\u00e1hoda, co t\u011b postavilo p\u0159ed tento obraz. Setrvej.<\/i>
\nNech sv\u00e9 star\u00e9 j\u00e1, to komplikovan\u00e9, rozplynout<\/i>
\nv radosti, v blahu sv\u00e9 du\u0161e.<\/i><\/div>\n
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Na zemi existuje r\u00e1j, ale pouze ve tv\u00e9 du\u0161i.<\/i>
\n(Sartre)<\/i><\/div>\n
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Proto\u017ee se odva\u017euje\u0161 n\u00e1sledovat s\u00e1m sebe,<\/i>
\nst\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 se v tomto sv\u011bt\u011b cizincem,<\/i>
\nale te\u010f stoj\u00ed\u0161 u dve\u0159\u00ed k tajemstv\u00ed.<\/i>
\nZ\u016fsta\u0148 v sob\u011b, v dom\u011b sv\u00e9 du\u0161e,<\/i>
\na ten cizinec se zm\u011bn\u00ed,<\/i>
\njak se ho bude\u0161 u\u010dit ch\u00e1pat, tohoto cizince,<\/i>
\nve sv\u011btle \u017eivota<\/i>
\n\u010d\u00edm d\u00e1l v\u00edc.<\/i><\/div>\n
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Nebe nem\u00e1 \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 m\u00edsto, nikde, krom\u011b tebe.<\/i><\/div>\n
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Rozhoduj\u00edc\u00ed ot\u00e1zka pro \u010dlov\u011bka zn\u00ed:<\/i>
\nJsi spjat s nekone\u010dnem, nebo ne?<\/i>
\nTo je krit\u00e9rium \u017eivota.<\/i>
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V cizot\u011b tv\u00e9ho byt\u00ed:<\/i>
\nK h\u00e1dce jsou v\u017edy zapot\u0159eb\u00ed dva;<\/i>
\nPro m\u00edr a pro p\u0159edzv\u011bst r\u00e1je<\/i>
\nsta\u010d\u00ed jeden \u2013 jeden v jednom.<\/i><\/div>\n
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In principio era il fulmine \u2013 na po\u010d\u00e1tku bylo sv\u011btlo.<\/i><\/div>\n
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